Shine Shine - 幸福不是必然

幸福不是必然的...
今天的我不开心，眼泪总是一直在眼里打转...
好对不起我的同事，他们都以为我是工作压力才会闷闷不乐...

我想要的...多与little junior说话，关心我，多一些hug hug, 偶尔的sweet talk...
是不是要得太多了？

今天好想找好朋友聊一聊，却也怕打给她..怕电话的另一端没有人...
原来我的世界好小，只有little junior, 你和家人...
好像是小王子住的小星球那么小...

好累哦！！
希望能好好的睡，
希望明天会更好...

Shine shine - 十万个为什么

为什么是自己的家,但我却只能呆在房里...
我真想舒服的坐在那长长的L-shape sofa上,看看有没有想看的电视节目呀!!
好像到现在真的没真正用过这大大的电视...
这是为什么...

dear dear: slacking....

Been years never update this blog… phaisei phaisei…. I have alternate Friday off for the new job (which means work for only 9 days in 2 weeks). The more time I have, the lazier I am… watching ppstream & playing dota everyday after work, lazy like a pig! have been slacking for more than half a year… mwuhahaha…

Time to recharge… thinking of becoming a licensed mechanical PE, but dun know how the path forward is. Just checked the web for the details, I need to work at least 2 years under supervision of registered PE (under PEB). But my company dun have PE, how can I work under a PE?! Wat the fish….. or maybe time to be a jumping frog again?!

Shine Shine - I wish....

mm..
just realised that we left out 30 days for our preparation of custom wedding...
just realised im going to be addressed as Madam after 28 June 09..

no more "Miss" ya...
can't imaging 5 years later how we will look like...
growing older and older...
but no matter how i wish i can always be with dear...
for the rest of my life, i wish we are together...

later on we will have our own home...
later on we will have our babies...
later on we will plan to travel the world...

i have a lot of hopes...
is all about you and me...is about us...

and i always hope that we can share all these joy together with our best buddy...
who lost contact with us for more than 2 months...
we tried to sms, email but no reply...
wish he will be back soon...wish we can have dinner like the past...
wish we can cook the dishes together again...
wish he able to see our updated blog...wish he is safe and healthy now and forever...
:)

dear dear: job switch dilemma

have been bz since last few weeks, choosing wedding gown, taking wedding photos, choosing wedding photos, sister's birthday, pressure from work etc, yet the thing makes me most headache is the job switch.

y i wanna switch? the most common question ppl ask during interview, frankly speaking i feel disappointed with my company's decisions. i talked with my boss before, but nothing much he could help, he is just like me, a worker for this company. we had raised our opinions to management, but negative feedback was received.

i have been gone through 4 job interviews since last month, received 3 jobs offered and 1 rejected. i have to think from all angles to make the move, i think i am no longer young, it will be a turning and critical point for my life.

1. company A
it is a contracted position for 1 year and subject to extend.
high salary & working environment exactly the same with my current one

2. company B
a growing & small company, only 50 employees & more than 50% are ang mo.
a totally new post & experience for me as it is more like a project management post. have to catch up a lot to outperform there. plus, have to wear shirts and work at town area.

3. company C
a big mmc, they showed a great sincerity to approach me.
working environment, job scope slightly different from my current one, but feel no problem to fit in.

4. current company
my boss would like to promote me to a management level after completion of current project.
since i feel helpless in this company, it would be more helpless if i am in management post.

which should i choose?! today the dateline to make the deal...

10 millions toto

你买了吗？！

买了$10，quick pick system 7 x 2, quick pick system 6 x 6，my wish of the year!

dear dear: happy new year 2009

i usually dun go for new year celebration except last year at victoria harbor in hongkong, count down with a large crowd, cheers as well as the best night scene.

and come to this year, the only special thing is nothing special, superb noobish, boring mediacorp count down program make me sleep before the count down. damn..... happy new year 2009 in my dream!

recieve lots of sms to wish me happy new year, sorry tat i lazy to reply :P thanks & wish u with all the joys in this year :)


a summary for year 2008,

Jan, invest in stupid fund and paper loss for more than s$5k as on current.

Apr, bought my first car "xiao ke ai", still satisfied with its performance and fuel consumption based on the price i given

Aug, trip to vietnam, i luv the local ice coffee and beef noodle :P

Sep, ROM, finally settle down with shine shine :$

Nov, pay cut. damn.. :@

Dec, damn again!! rental increase, no bonus, no increment :@ :@ :@


wish in year 2009?!

1. family healthy
2. kena toto, 1 million is enough...
3. got a place of my own

recently bz with financial planning for year 2009, i just learn a phrase from one of my boss "fail to plan is plan to fail." since i am a planning engineer, dun wish to have a failure life. now still struggling how to achieve my goal :S

dear dear: job promotion to senior

i went for a interview last week, they straight away offered me a high salary post (66% increase from my current salary), it is sooooooo attractive tat i could not resist to think how i am going to spend with this new salary. yet it is an one year contract post and need to work on saturday.

after few days consideration with shine shine, she suggested me to tell my boss abt it and i did so. my boss was sooooooo surprised tat i gonna leave him, he tried 101 ways to convince me but i too soooo money face. at the end, he asked me to go to meet company director. hehe.. my first time to talk to director 1 on 1, i tried to bullshit ie need money to marry, house rental increase, inflation rate etc. then, what my director offered is a 27% increase from my current salary, job promotion to senior and a long term relationship.

after consideration, i prefer to stay with my current company, i just signed the promotion offer letter :P and now waiting for the official agreement. :P

~~ H A P P Y I N G ~~

Shine shine - so touch to see daddy last nite

ya...since duno when dear start to have a nice as 'xiao ding dang'..
to me...u are just everything...u try your best giving me everything that i wanna..
that is why you are xiao ding dang to shine shine oo...
apart from that...there is another reason behind...dear should know about that...haha..

suddenly think of daddy...
last nite daddy came in to find shine and also brought over my big big bag over oo...
i must say thank you again...

when last nite see daddy seem running here n there down stair and look worry that cant get to find shine shine..i was almost wanna cry...
as shine oso quite worry daddy cant get to find me...worry he might lose his way to my house...keep on calling oso cant get through..

think something wrong with daddy's hp oo..mayb what i should get to him should be a new hp...these few days i was thinking about wat to buy for daddy..the only thing that i can think of will be watch and also a hp...

if i am really going to kl for job then should not be able celebrate the father's day with daddy ya..hope he won't mind about this oo..

lastly...smth update about dear dear...his job offer...really very interesting oo...
mmm..if dear really wish to try on it...just go ahead..shine will always always stand by u!!okay?

Shine shine - everything related to xiao ding dang

Was very happy that our MU won on sunday match ya...
but shine was not watching it at all...as i fall asleep before the match start oo..

Last weekend, a couple of my fre went to ROM..
how to say..i was worry about them at the first place and at the end...finally they are now in honeymoon...keke..Congra to bearbear and siwen oo..u two must add extra oil for this relationship to go on and on..very happy to hear you two talking about how bz was that day...but i could really feel how happy the two of u..

think back myself and deardear...we be together about 1 year ++ only...im not sure if i have given you the best of mine all the time..as sometimes i was stubborn..sometimes i was stupid..sometimes i was lazy..sometimes i wanna dear to let me have what i wanna...i was really 任性..but that is the real shine shine oo...

most of the time..i wish to have deardear to accompany me in doing anything...and also request dear dun play the online games...talk more to me (in fact day to day dear talks quite a lot to shine oo) then we both get a deal that dear can play games alternate day...haha...mmm...mayb shine was too free and that is y the deal was agreed between us..

cos sooner or later i will be away for quite long time..cant get to see my deardear everyday...definitely i will suffer of it...cos i am the gal gal who will think a lot..and mayb i should really trust on dear...if really something happen, i won't be able to take it dee..wat im talking about..dear, we work hard together on our relationship oo...not matter how good you treating your ex in the past...that is wat in the past..what we are aiming to have is Our Future oo...

Gambatte neh...

just now dear call shine and telling shine about the offer of job...shine will always always stand by you and support you so long as you like that job and also think that job is a good opportunity for your future career ya...

got to stop right here...as really hungry ya...cant wait dear anymore..shine ate 1st oo.. ;p

Shine shine - nothing much but...

how should i start with..
im just back from airport where we sent one of our fre who flying to Japan for training...wooh...hope he can get to learn up more and take good good care of himself..

quite a long time din write up anything...
two of us went for a short trip in fact...we went to melaka for one day trip just to compensate for the late planning on any other places...well, it was nice..as we just kept on eating...haha..gain some weight in fact...

one of my gal's fre..talked to me about her bf...talk abt how not caring he was...tat point of time..i think deardear still okay..but these few days...suddenly have a question in mind...what i wanna and what i need the most?

if comparing the caring that you have given to me from the past til now...i will say the caring that i feel as at now is lesser as compared to last time...just a simple example...last time, shine will always get sms from dear every morning but now im the one who sending the sms 1st...at the very 1st time, i think it doesnt matter who send...as long as we are maintaining and doing well...but sometimes...i do care abt tat...

trying to ask you about the above mention example...then dear will start to tell me a lot thing...i.e..im bz over work in the morning ya...im late for work ord....to me, all you said...it just an excuse...

tat is wat i told my fre that if reli think that the relationship is not worth for you to do anything more then just give up rather than you keep on complain while getting nothing at the end...

haiiizzz...reli dun understand...is a game reli so important that guy should have touch on it everyday???????????
i reli dun get it and just feel that dear is rather playing game than talking more to me...sometimes i would rather go out myself or doing the work....rather than c him plays game.....

i just dun understand....wat he had told me...he was stress and therefore need to relax...playing game is the way for him to relax...

what do you expect me to say?? reject you play or ask you play more which i dun like...

im really sleeply...got to sleep...duno wat i am talking about oredi...im tired of see you plays game...just as your wish...dun even ask me again on if you can play or not...cos you are just informing me that you are going to play...isnt it?

dear dear - shine shine's aunty passed away

my shine shine recieved a bad news when she called home last nite, shine shine's aunty has just passed away. i have seen her aunty three times. first time is at shine shine's bro ROM dinner, another two is at her aunty home.

shine shine said she turned to thinner after the deceases. the whole family and even doctor could not help much. we even call my doctor fren from taiwan, but he also gave no advise. sad....

think whole shine shine family is now in a low morale. pray everything gonna be all rights...

dear dear - a gentleman went for a facial treament

omg, a gentleman went for a facial treament last sunday?!

yes, tat blardly shit gentleman is me :(( my gf had me there and i could complain nothing.

it took me about 1 and a half hour laying on the bed, the beautician used 101 components rugging on my face, she even pitched out my pimple oooo. arghh... i feel so sleepy yet i dare not fall alseep, i was so scared tat my beauty face would be gone by the time i wake up :P beautician tried to explain lots of things to me, but i dun understand at all. she even tried to convince me to do the laser treatment on my beard. omg... anyone could rescue me from there?! argh...

anyway, a great experience for me. my beauty face turns to be smoother a bit after treatment (of coz la, the treatment is not cheap at all, anyway i am using my shine shine package :p) next time should take a photo before and after treatment to share with u, haha... :P

thx for my shine shine for bringing me there, thx for the beautician who pitch my pimple. :P

dear dear - swollen leg :(

i was injured since last soccer match on last sat. now my big thumb of left foot is swollen just a pig. today on urgent leave coz cant drive to work :P a slacking day for me, muahahhaha :D

now looking forwards to this coming sat, coz might c my xiao ke ai lo :D