Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Shine shine - 2nd Aug 2010

4:25a.m.
shine was sleeping and out of sudden felt water bag burst…
water was leaking out!!!

At first, I thought I just couldn’t wake up to pee…
But realized that it was a water bag breaking out…
Time for us to meet up with our little Jerro!

4:30a.m.
excitement and anxious around me, shine woke mammy up to help me…
meanwhile gave a call to superdear…
superdear rushed back from sg…

4:31a.m. to 5:15a.m.
while waiting for superdear, shine was having early breakfast and chit-chat with mammy…
shine felt the contraction which getting more and more frequent…

5:20a.m.
Superdear reached home and had a cup of hot coffee.
We then left home to hospital for delivery of little Jerro…


6:00a.m. to 9:00am
Nurse told me, it opened 3cm…doctor should come in around 9:00a.m.
We both were so excited meanwhile contraction was making me PAIN PAIN and still pain!!!
I was screaming to dear, I daren’t have second one…
Dear even promised OK, one’s enough!!

9:01a.m. to 11a.m.
Doctor checked and informed us that 6cm opened..
And he estimated around 11a.m.++, Little Jerro should be delivered…
Another round of PAIN…I was asking for the pain relief.. even though known it won’t help much…but I just wished that I would be the exception…

11:01a.m.
Nurse helped me to check, it was 9cm++…
The nurse tried to comfort with “sayang…kasihan…”
And encouraged me to push and keep on pushing

11:15a.m.
Doctor came to visit…
It was right time to PUSH…
Doc n Nurse said: GIVE US A PUSH…BABY HEAD IS DOWN… PUSH AGAIN…DON’T STOP…
Dear said: SHINE ADD OIL, PUSH FURTHER MORE…
Dear was with me at all times, he really be with me all the ways…
He did all the steps (i.e. breathing, relax, pushing) together with me

12:20p.m.
Little Jerro yet to come out…his head could only show a bit while I oredi used out all the my strength I have…
My whole body was shaking due to over pushing…
Doctor told us we could not drag furthermore…our little jerro’s position seemed incorrect and the only way out was “Operation”…

12:25p.m.
Nurse gave me a form to sign and got me ready for operation
Dear couldn’t stay by my side anymore…
I just felt tired, weak, cold….
Then they brought me into the operation room…
I saw the doctor and nurse were preparing whatever equipment they needed…
I was still having contraction…doctor asked me to push one more time…
My last chance before operation was fail too

12:30p.m.
Doctor gave me an injection from the back…
Just within a second, I couldn’t feel anything from my lower back till leg…
I could feel that doctor was dealing with my tummy with his equipment

12:42p.m.
Doctor announced to me, little Jerro came to the world…
I heard his loudly crying and saw the nurse carrying him and cleaning up his body…

12:48p.m.
Nurse brought little jerro to me and let me kiss him before she brought out of the room..
So touch to see him in front of me…
I have been always thinking how I would felt when I first meet up with Jerro…
And this is the way…

04 Aug2010, 7:11p.m.
We are now at home…
The wound is still very painful
But with dear and jerro around, I feel so warm and happiness :D
We shall work hard for our family ooo...


Monday, July 26, 2010

dear dear: baby's name

...Me the Lazy Fat Cat...

been years never update blog... y?! hmm... lazy to find excuses, only due to "laziness".. kekekee.....

my shine shine pregnancy EDD (estimate date of delievery) is 17 Aug, so it is only less than 1 month from now, doc informed tat baby is now mature & he might come to c this beautiful world anytime. Wow.. time flies...!! seems like we've just had honeymoon at Kapalai not long ago, but now shine shine is having the big tummy (much more bigger than my belly, kekeke....)

Lots of baby things have been well prepared, ie baby cot, chinese tonic, first time parent course, baby clothes (from new born till 3 years old, kiasu leh....), pampers, confinement lady etc etc. one big thing i wanna mention is that baby's god dad sponsor his dslr, nikon d90 to capture baby's precious moments!! woohoo... but problems comes, shine shine & me dun even know how to use this precious device, normal digital camera is oredi more than enough for me, aiyooo.. better learn now, if not, baby will grow & blame his superb dad & mum...

hmm.... another headache comes, baby's name... previously we named this yet-to-come baby as "jethro", yet i just found the pronunciation of "jethro" could be either [jeth-roh] or [je-throe] from different dictionary. to avoid confusion among friends, and also difficult pronunciation for both grandparents, we have a new name, "jerro". meaning?! i also dun know, guess this is a self create name & we both just like it :)

...Our New Family Member?!...

Monday, June 28, 2010

Shine shine - Superdaddy super busy

Reached home about 7:15pm after work...
Felt so lonely ya...
At 9:15pm, deardear still working oo...
Dear told shine shine, this week would be very bery super busy oo...
Nvm, shine and little jethro shall wait dear home ya...

Just realize that, i really enjoy the time with deardear...
even we just watch tv program, looking at each other but do nothing...
Just feel super sweet to have deardear in my life...
Hope dear can back home early bit ya...

mmm, gonna update on our little jethro ya..
Little jethro is approximately 2kg oo... :D
lately im easily hungry again oo...
maybe little jethro needs more food to grow up ya..
mammy will add oil oo...

Time to read story book for little jethro...
Tonight shine shall read on behalf of deardear about "little prince" for our little jethro...
:)

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Shine shine - 一起努力!!

昨夜,没睡好...
也许有点紧张今天的monthly check-up...
深夜里,听见superdaddy的打鼾声和感觉little jethro的练拳...
好幸福..好幸福...

检查时,医生说little jethro现在已有1.26kg oo...
看着他一直在动,好期待与little jethro见面喔!!
还有3个月,我们3个一起努力吧!!

Monday, May 24, 2010

Shine shine - Our Love

Is another check up today!!
As usual, superdear accompanies shine to do the check up...

after the quarrel last week, shine feels better this week...
at least we both have chance to speak out what is in our mind...

Just can say that we are too concern, too love each other...
then ends up with quarrel...maybe none of you understand this...
but sincerely...shine needs to tell dear,
no matter what, we should add oil together...and i love you more than anything in the world...

yup, dear decided to name our little junior as "Jethro"...little one, you hear that your superdaddy name you as Jethro!! It means "A gift from the God"...and you are the precious gift for both of us :)

gonna prepare dinner tonite...fried mee hoon oo...
:D

Monday, May 17, 2010

Shine Shine - 幸福不是必然

幸福不是必然的...
今天的我不开心,眼泪总是一直在眼里打转...
好对不起我的同事,他们都以为我是工作压力才会闷闷不乐...

我想要的...多与little junior说话,关心我,多一些hug hug, 偶尔的sweet talk...
是不是要得太多了?

今天好想找好朋友聊一聊,却也怕打给她..怕电话的另一端没有人...
原来我的世界好小,只有little junior, 你和家人...
好像是小王子住的小星球那么小...

好累哦!!
希望能好好的睡,
希望明天会更好...

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Shine Shine - Update on little one

Our little junior is with me for 6 months oo...
day to day...i feel the diff...
Lately little junior likes to kick quite a lot...
especially when we are watching amination movie :D

we will try to have a little bit talking every night before sleep...
Daddy's introduction is always "hi, im your superdaddy ya..."
then superdaddy will tell our little one that how big is mammy's tummy...haha...

our little seems really can understand what we are talking about...
whenever we talks about little one, he will kick oo...so amazing!!

next monday we will have the monthly checkup, shall get to see our little one dancing again ya...
:D

Monday, April 19, 2010

Shine shine - 十万个为什么

为什么是自己的家,但我却只能呆在房里...
我真想舒服的坐在那长长的L-shape sofa上,看看有没有想看的电视节目呀!!
好像到现在真的没真正用过这大大的电视...
这是为什么...

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Shine Shine - 我们的home sweet home

我们终于有了自己的家喔!!!
属于我们的home sweet home oo...
special thanks to 我的superdear...
一直以来他像是我的Superman...
没有什么事他会说不能的...
:D

感谢老天爷让我遇见了他...
现在的little junior 已有5 months ++ oo...
my belly is getting bigger and bigger ya..
little junior 总爱踢mammi oo...
这感觉让我感到很是幸福..踏实..
希望一切会好好的...

little junior 要和mammi daddy 一起努力喔!!
下次让superdaddy upload 新家的照片吧!!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Shine shine - Mammy会好好保护你的

今天真把deardear,家人和自己给吓坏了。。。
凌晨的肚子痛让我从睡梦中惊醒。。
肚子痛让我不能好睡。。
只能坐在床上。。
好怕是little junior有问题。。

于是,一大早deardear把我带去做一次检查。。
都是我不好没好好听话,搬了重的东西才会这样啊!
医生要我好好休息,不能再搬重的东西。。
不然会更严重。。

总觉得自己对不起little junior和老公...
但是,工作需要也真的没办法喔。。
接下来我会更小心。。更小心的!!
不管怎样,little junior
mammy会好好保护你的。。

Monday, March 8, 2010

Shine shine -简单的 幸福

这两个星期才真的感觉到以前deardear的感受。。
从前的我总是让deardear等等等。。
deardear 从来没有生气,总是很耐心的等。。
入夜了我还没吃,deardear 会为我煮他最好吃的泡面。。。

最近deardear都好忙,每天都工作到好迟。。
对deardear的工作,我是一窍不通。。不能帮什么。。

只希望,简单的一个晚餐,四片花生酱面包的早餐。。
偶尔为他煮的凉茶,能带给deardear我的精神支持。。

不晓得对deardear,这是不是幸福。。
但对我来说,有你就是幸福喔。。

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Shine Shine - Our Little Junior

刚刚又再看了“生日快乐”这部电影,是我和deardear 看的第一部电影。。
还是让我哭得很伤心。。

想想我和deardear从开始一路踏进了婚姻, 好多好多的回忆。。
想着我们的little junior 不晓得会像deardear 多些,还是像我呢?

对deardear 和我们的 little junior, 我好抱歉喔!!
最近都好累,工作忙,和好朋友又有问题。。
我想是时候放开了,不想再因为朋友的问题而影响到我们的生活和little junior。。

星期三,就要做monthly check up..好希望可以看到little junior 是girl girl 还是 boy boy oo...
little junior, u must work hard and grow up oo..
see u this Wednesday.. :)

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Shine Shine - Something to tell U...

Lately depression is around me on and off...
once i think of my best best fre...depression will be with me...
We are worrying sick about you...
do u know??
can u feel?

Don't be so cruel to us...
I am disappointed over you for the missing call i have made to u since mid of Jan till today...
I am tired..really tired and not sure what else i should do to make u understand U are our buddy and we worry about u..

u must always remember the world won't stop because of anyone...
we still need to carry on our life...live up your life...
do treasure what we have now...
I wish and sincerely wish all these worries won't affect to my little junior ya... :)
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