Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Shine shine - 2nd Aug 2010

4:25a.m.
shine was sleeping and out of sudden felt water bag burst…
water was leaking out!!!

At first, I thought I just couldn’t wake up to pee…
But realized that it was a water bag breaking out…
Time for us to meet up with our little Jerro!

4:30a.m.
excitement and anxious around me, shine woke mammy up to help me…
meanwhile gave a call to superdear…
superdear rushed back from sg…

4:31a.m. to 5:15a.m.
while waiting for superdear, shine was having early breakfast and chit-chat with mammy…
shine felt the contraction which getting more and more frequent…

5:20a.m.
Superdear reached home and had a cup of hot coffee.
We then left home to hospital for delivery of little Jerro…


6:00a.m. to 9:00am
Nurse told me, it opened 3cm…doctor should come in around 9:00a.m.
We both were so excited meanwhile contraction was making me PAIN PAIN and still pain!!!
I was screaming to dear, I daren’t have second one…
Dear even promised OK, one’s enough!!

9:01a.m. to 11a.m.
Doctor checked and informed us that 6cm opened..
And he estimated around 11a.m.++, Little Jerro should be delivered…
Another round of PAIN…I was asking for the pain relief.. even though known it won’t help much…but I just wished that I would be the exception…

11:01a.m.
Nurse helped me to check, it was 9cm++…
The nurse tried to comfort with “sayang…kasihan…”
And encouraged me to push and keep on pushing

11:15a.m.
Doctor came to visit…
It was right time to PUSH…
Doc n Nurse said: GIVE US A PUSH…BABY HEAD IS DOWN… PUSH AGAIN…DON’T STOP…
Dear said: SHINE ADD OIL, PUSH FURTHER MORE…
Dear was with me at all times, he really be with me all the ways…
He did all the steps (i.e. breathing, relax, pushing) together with me

12:20p.m.
Little Jerro yet to come out…his head could only show a bit while I oredi used out all the my strength I have…
My whole body was shaking due to over pushing…
Doctor told us we could not drag furthermore…our little jerro’s position seemed incorrect and the only way out was “Operation”…

12:25p.m.
Nurse gave me a form to sign and got me ready for operation
Dear couldn’t stay by my side anymore…
I just felt tired, weak, cold….
Then they brought me into the operation room…
I saw the doctor and nurse were preparing whatever equipment they needed…
I was still having contraction…doctor asked me to push one more time…
My last chance before operation was fail too

12:30p.m.
Doctor gave me an injection from the back…
Just within a second, I couldn’t feel anything from my lower back till leg…
I could feel that doctor was dealing with my tummy with his equipment

12:42p.m.
Doctor announced to me, little Jerro came to the world…
I heard his loudly crying and saw the nurse carrying him and cleaning up his body…

12:48p.m.
Nurse brought little jerro to me and let me kiss him before she brought out of the room..
So touch to see him in front of me…
I have been always thinking how I would felt when I first meet up with Jerro…
And this is the way…

04 Aug2010, 7:11p.m.
We are now at home…
The wound is still very painful
But with dear and jerro around, I feel so warm and happiness :D
We shall work hard for our family ooo...


2 comments:

Fung said...

Great telling and photos! I can't wait to meet him!

Nicole said...

Sweet :)