Mummy miss little jerro

Jerro currently is 7 months and 12 days old oo...
He starts to say "Mi", "Ba", "Eeh"...
He seems grow up and learn something new each time i get to see him...

I'm glad that he grows up but sad that i can't be there for him all the time...
I appreciate my mother-in-law's help in taking care of jerro..
But sometimes i wish i can have jerro with me all time...
Sorry that i have this kind of selfish mindset but i just can't bear to only see him few times in a week...

Dear jerro, mummy miss u so much ya!!

Shine shine - 2nd Aug 2010

4:25a.m.
shine was sleeping and out of sudden felt water bag burst…
water was leaking out!!!

At first, I thought I just couldn’t wake up to pee…
But realized that it was a water bag breaking out…
Time for us to meet up with our little Jerro!

4:30a.m.
excitement and anxious around me, shine woke mammy up to help me…
meanwhile gave a call to superdear…
superdear rushed back from sg…

4:31a.m. to 5:15a.m.
while waiting for superdear, shine was having early breakfast and chit-chat with mammy…
shine felt the contraction which getting more and more frequent…

5:20a.m.
Superdear reached home and had a cup of hot coffee.
We then left home to hospital for delivery of little Jerro…

6:00a.m. to 9:00am
Nurse told me, it opened 3cm…doctor should come in around 9:00a.m.
We both were so excited meanwhile contraction was making me PAIN PAIN and still pain!!!
I was screaming to dear, I daren’t have second one…
Dear even promised OK, one’s enough!!

9:01a.m. to 11a.m.
Doctor checked and informed us that 6cm opened..
And he estimated around 11a.m.++, Little Jerro should be delivered…
Another round of PAIN…I was asking for the pain relief.. even though known it won’t help much…but I just wished that I would be the exception…

11:01a.m.
Nurse helped me to check, it was 9cm++…
The nurse tried to comfort with “sayang…kasihan…”
And encouraged me to push and keep on pushing

11:15a.m.
Doctor came to visit…
It was right time to PUSH…
Doc n Nurse said: GIVE US A PUSH…BABY HEAD IS DOWN… PUSH AGAIN…DON’T STOP…
Dear said: SHINE ADD OIL, PUSH FURTHER MORE…
Dear was with me at all times, he really be with me all the ways…
He did all the steps (i.e. breathing, relax, pushing) together with me

12:20p.m.
Little Jerro yet to come out…his head could only show a bit while I oredi used out all the my strength I have…
My whole body was shaking due to over pushing…
Doctor told us we could not drag furthermore…our little jerro’s position seemed incorrect and the only way out was “Operation”…

12:25p.m.
Nurse gave me a form to sign and got me ready for operation
Dear couldn’t stay by my side anymore…
I just felt tired, weak, cold….
Then they brought me into the operation room…
I saw the doctor and nurse were preparing whatever equipment they needed…
I was still having contraction…doctor asked me to push one more time…
My last chance before operation was fail too

12:30p.m.
Doctor gave me an injection from the back…
Just within a second, I couldn’t feel anything from my lower back till leg…
I could feel that doctor was dealing with my tummy with his equipment

12:42p.m.
Doctor announced to me, little Jerro came to the world…
I heard his loudly crying and saw the nurse carrying him and cleaning up his body…

12:48p.m.
Nurse brought little jerro to me and let me kiss him before she brought out of the room..
So touch to see him in front of me…
I have been always thinking how I would felt when I first meet up with Jerro…
And this is the way…

04 Aug2010, 7:11p.m.
We are now at home…
The wound is still very painful
But with dear and jerro around, I feel so warm and happiness :D
We shall work hard for our family ooo...

dear dear: baby's name

...Me the Lazy Fat Cat...

been years never update blog... y?! hmm... lazy to find excuses, only due to "laziness".. kekekee.....

my shine shine pregnancy EDD (estimate date of delievery) is 17 Aug, so it is only less than 1 month from now, doc informed tat baby is now mature & he might come to c this beautiful world anytime. Wow.. time flies...!! seems like we've just had honeymoon at Kapalai not long ago, but now shine shine is having the big tummy (much more bigger than my belly, kekeke....)

Lots of baby things have been well prepared, ie baby cot, chinese tonic, first time parent course, baby clothes (from new born till 3 years old, kiasu leh....), pampers, confinement lady etc etc. one big thing i wanna mention is that baby's god dad sponsor his dslr, nikon d90 to capture baby's precious moments!! woohoo... but problems comes, shine shine & me dun even know how to use this precious device, normal digital camera is oredi more than enough for me, aiyooo.. better learn now, if not, baby will grow & blame his superb dad & mum...

hmm.... another headache comes, baby's name... previously we named this yet-to-come baby as "jethro", yet i just found the pronunciation of "jethro" could be either [jeth-roh] or [je-throe] from different dictionary. to avoid confusion among friends, and also difficult pronunciation for both grandparents, we have a new name, "jerro". meaning?! i also dun know, guess this is a self create name & we both just like it :)

...Our New Family Member?!...

Shine shine - Superdaddy super busy

Reached home about 7:15pm after work...
Felt so lonely ya...
At 9:15pm, deardear still working oo...
Dear told shine shine, this week would be very bery super busy oo...
Nvm, shine and little jethro shall wait dear home ya...

Just realize that, i really enjoy the time with deardear...
even we just watch tv program, looking at each other but do nothing...
Just feel super sweet to have deardear in my life...
Hope dear can back home early bit ya...

mmm, gonna update on our little jethro ya..
Little jethro is approximately 2kg oo... :D
lately im easily hungry again oo...
maybe little jethro needs more food to grow up ya..
mammy will add oil oo...

Time to read story book for little jethro...
Tonight shine shall read on behalf of deardear about "little prince" for our little jethro...
:)

Shine shine - 一起努力！！

昨夜，没睡好...
也许有点紧张今天的monthly check-up...
深夜里，听见superdaddy的打鼾声和感觉little jethro的练拳...
好幸福..好幸福...

检查时，医生说little jethro现在已有1.26kg oo...
看着他一直在动，好期待与little jethro见面喔！！
还有3个月，我们3个一起努力吧！！

Shine shine - Our Love

Is another check up today!!
As usual, superdear accompanies shine to do the check up...

after the quarrel last week, shine feels better this week...
at least we both have chance to speak out what is in our mind...

Just can say that we are too concern, too love each other...
then ends up with quarrel...maybe none of you understand this...
but sincerely...shine needs to tell dear,
no matter what, we should add oil together...and i love you more than anything in the world...

yup, dear decided to name our little junior as "Jethro"...little one, you hear that your superdaddy name you as Jethro!! It means "A gift from the God"...and you are the precious gift for both of us :)

gonna prepare dinner tonite...fried mee hoon oo...
:D

Shine Shine - 幸福不是必然

幸福不是必然的...
今天的我不开心，眼泪总是一直在眼里打转...
好对不起我的同事，他们都以为我是工作压力才会闷闷不乐...

我想要的...多与little junior说话，关心我，多一些hug hug, 偶尔的sweet talk...
是不是要得太多了？

今天好想找好朋友聊一聊，却也怕打给她..怕电话的另一端没有人...
原来我的世界好小，只有little junior, 你和家人...
好像是小王子住的小星球那么小...

好累哦！！
希望能好好的睡，
希望明天会更好...