Shine Shine - Something to tell U...

Lately depression is around me on and off...
once i think of my best best fre...depression will be with me...
We are worrying sick about you...
do u know??
can u feel?

Don't be so cruel to us...
I am disappointed over you for the missing call i have made to u since mid of Jan till today...
I am tired..really tired and not sure what else i should do to make u understand U are our buddy and we worry about u..

u must always remember the world won't stop because of anyone...
we still need to carry on our life...live up your life...
do treasure what we have now...
I wish and sincerely wish all these worries won't affect to my little junior ya... :)
If u happen to read my blog, do contact us...

Shine shine - Lucky

Day by day…I just realise how much you love and dote on me…
How lucky I am to meet you…
How lucky I am to know you…
How lucky I am to fall in love with you…
How lucky I am to be your wife…
Just like the song “lucky”…lucky to be been where I have been...

Since the day we received the Christmas gift, we are more and more happy…
Always laugh…you have made our life amazing…
Still remember the first day I met you…and never thought that we can be together…
And then we plan to step into marriage life, plan for the house…
Always admire the elder couple who hold hands and walk together…
Hope that 30 years later, we are still treating each other the same as now…

Today is the last day of 2009…
Tomorrow is the start of 2010…
Wish we both work harder together to get what we wanna to be…
:)

shine shine : christmas gift

I have received a great Christmas gift from god on Christmas day…
Till now still unable to believe what have given to us…

Start from today, I must be extra careful and taking care of myself…
Superdear is amazing after receiving the great gift…
Dunno what will happen to us but we shall work hard together ya…

Will always always remember Christmas Day…
It is really a special day to both of us… :D

dear dear: slacking....

Been years never update this blog… phaisei phaisei…. I have alternate Friday off for the new job (which means work for only 9 days in 2 weeks). The more time I have, the lazier I am… watching ppstream & playing dota everyday after work, lazy like a pig! have been slacking for more than half a year… mwuhahaha…

Time to recharge… thinking of becoming a licensed mechanical PE, but dun know how the path forward is. Just checked the web for the details, I need to work at least 2 years under supervision of registered PE (under PEB). But my company dun have PE, how can I work under a PE?! Wat the fish….. or maybe time to be a jumping frog again?!

Shine Shine - False alarm

Last weekend, shine thought that I was having little ernest junior or little leejar junior due to late aunty visit…but I’m sorry to say it was just a false red alarm.

We were very busy and tired over work and meanwhile having to think, prepare for our sweet sweet home design…shine was quite stress and always having dreams at night, think this could be the reason of false alarm happen.

Deardear and mum, so sorry for the false alarm…shine always scare u two oo…

Shine would like to take this opportunity to thank our friend about your concern when we wanna to have our own little junior. Shine would say I like kid very much and hope to have our own little junior as well…but we shall let everything be nature oo…this will be the standard answer to every of our friend…we are seriously thinking to have, just let it be nature and if really really have, we shall announce to all of u.. :)

Tomorrow will be our 1st appointment with HDB for our flat oo..so excited!!
Have to thank to my superdear who came out with a great idea of how to design our sweet sweet home oo…appreciate your effort all the while and only now I just realize I have married to a super great man!! Just as what I have mentioned to dear, always be my superdear!! Can’t image after 20 years how we will look like, but shine hopes that we can still hold hand to hand to walk through all the day.

To me, everyday is a special day as long as dear is by my side with his love and care… :)

小时侯的志愿。。

我想每个人都有写过‘我的志愿’吧！
刚刚在看见dear dear 小时侯六年的志愿。。
突然在想我小时候的志愿。。
原来我小时候又想过当老师, lawyer..却从来没想过当 auditor…

好不可思议，我这一做就也过了4 年喔！
星期四刚刚才 send out report…
不敢想接下来会怎样…
不管怎样，我知道 dear dear 会在我身边…
不管怎样，我都会努力的…

好期待十一月的 honeymoon..
island, beach, sunny day, sun shine day…we are coming!!

Shine shine - 一些想对爸爸妈妈说的话...

已过了甜甜的一个月，
婚礼后的我们， 只有忙工作。。
当然，shine shine 得谢谢 deardear 为我庆祝生日喔！！
白色天使的蛋糕。。
让我甜进心里。。

weekend 的我们，就在 KL watching MU match...
这可是 deardear 给我的 Super gift oh...

就这样, shine shine 又长大了一岁哦!!!
:)

最近, 有开心的...也有不开心的...
开心的是我们在努力的朝向我们的计划吧..
同时,也担心...
有些事不再我们控制范围内...

不晓得是我想太多吗???
但我真的担心, 担心我们应付不来...

有时也觉得自己对不起爸爸妈妈...
很糟糕吧...
我这个孩子, 只有让他们担心呀...
想要对你们说, 我好想你们喔..
一直都以为结婚后不会有很不同...
原来,还是会不一样的...

不能像以前那样, 天天与爸爸妈妈住在一起...
不能像以前那样, 吃妈妈的菜...
不能像以前那样, 不用烦恼...
不能像以前那样, 和姐姐斗嘴...

我会努力的学习如何在deardear 家生活...
其实, deardear 的家人都很疼我...
只是我真的还不习惯吧...不习惯对一些事情的做法,看法...

那天,听见爸爸温柔的声音...
还有想起电话那头妈妈总担心我没有好好照顾自己...
好想对你们说我越来越爱你们...
我会在努力吧!!